A man seems to always fall for a pretty face. I'm a man no doubt and I've fallen for seductions venom. I love my newly wed wife, there's no doubt about that. I just seem to flirt too much still. Call me a young buck if you will but I'm tryng hard to grow up and be responsible. I told her i cheated and now things are rocky between us. Missy is so beautiful and down to earth and we share that bond but I just can't seem to be faithful. When I'm sober I'm said to be the most gentelman she's ever met. When I'm on a drunk I'm just a snake in disguise. She knows this and still said I do.
Last night at the club i perform at I hosted as Mc for the Lady's of desire. My bad sweetie but one lady was full of desire and it went too far. We don't think we slept together but a kiss is still cheating. At least to me it is. so I'm writing in this Journal to tell of my sin. Adultury... coventing another mans wife and hurting my own. I fell for the venom of lust and broke the trust my wife and i have. she asked me if we made love and i couldn't answer cause honestly "I don't know" Father Walker will be disappointed in me. I can't say sorry cause sorry's are just pleas for excuses. It wont happen again i swear. I love you Melissa (aka) Missy my wife. I love you with all of my adulacent heart.